He is everything I could have asked for, everything that I did ask for, plus things I had forgotten I'd even wanted. If there is a flaw, it's that he cares too much, and it's just stupid to think that that is a flaw. And of course I'm scared, mostly scared that I am going to hurt him somehow, but my instincts tell me it's okay and that I shouldn't worry. And so I won't, I'll just enjoy myself.


I am far too calm.